Monday, February 15, 2010

Dazed and Confused, Please Don't Leave Me

So it has been awhile since I posted anything on here. And honestly, I didn't think I ever would again...I mean, I totally forgot about it. And if I ever did remember it I didn't think about putting anything else up.

That being said, here I am. Posting something.

I have a boyfriend of almost 4 months whom I completely adore. He's sweet, funny, nerdy in a cute way. He tries to spoil me, tells me I'm beautiful all the time, my family loves him too and whenever he's holding my hand he'll randomly kiss it. He is amazing. And yet...I can't help but think that I'll never see him as anything other than a friend.

I adore him, but don't love him. Or simply love him as a friend. I don't know. I don't want to give up something amazing, but I don't want to keep holding on to him if I'm never going to truly want him.